I am just a fool for you

2006-10-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...

WATCH THE VID ON YOUTUBE CLICK http://youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

2006-10-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

I dont care where you come from As long as you come to meBut I dont like illusions I cant seeThem clearlyI dont care no I wouldnt dare To fix the twist in youYouve shown me eventually what youll do.I dont mindI dont care As long as youre here Go ahead tell me youll leave againYoull just come back runningHolding your scarred heart in handAnd Ill take you for who you areIf you take me for everythingAnd do it all over againIts all the same..Hours slide and days go byTill you decide to comeAnd in between it always seems too long For certain But I have the skill yea I have the willTo breathe you in while I canHow ever long you stay is all that I am Black or whiteWrong or rightWhen I close my eyes its all the sameIn my life the compromiseBut when I close my eyes Its all the same.Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to comeAnd in between it always seems too long For certain But I have the skill yea I have the will To breathe you in while I canHow ever long you stay is all that I am Black or whiteWrong or right When I close my eyes its all the same In my life the compromise But when I close my eyes Its all the same.

All The Same By SickPuppies

bike stolen..sorry to say this but what happened to me has only deepened my hatred for mudds..bengs are no exception all they ever do is to steal,steal,steal and be a nuisance to society..why can't they get a life sighs..

my bike was placed a mere metre away from me..turned my back to pay $$ when i turned back it was gone..it took no more then 10 secs..this shows how fast they are..

the next time i actually buy a new bike..im gona tag it with gps system..i think it will cost around $400 but it improves the chances of recovering the bike by almost a full 100% would rather spend an additional $400 on tagging then lose a whole 2.4k bike(my next bike to be)..

gona spend like halve a year saving $$..

cheetos..hope you had a better day then me..

2006-09-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

To those who think prank calls are fun...funny whatever..how would you feel or react if you were the one getting disturbed..i personally do not find it funny..and mind you..YES YOU 3!!! you bloody know who the hell you are..there are dire consequences that can result from prank calls..don't belive me? ask those who are close to me what happened in april..i assure you 3 and yes i bloody know who you are..i dun give a flying fox about what you do when you're bored..what you did yesterday have only made us drift apart furthur..i do not want any explanation jus want to let you 3 know..BE WARNED THE NEXT TIME YOU TRY TO BE FUNNY WITH ME AND I DUN CARE WHO YOU ARE FRIENDS OR NOT..I WON'T BE ALONE WHEN I COME KNOCKING ON YOUR DOOR!!(p.s please make your stay in singapore more meaningful if not GO BACK AUSTRAILIA..) asshole..and bitches..

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I’ve got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
the face inside is right beneath my skin
the face inside is right beneath my skin
the face inside is right beneath my skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I feel the light betray me
The sun
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
I feel the light betray me
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

In Memory Of Samuel Tan (1990-2006)

2006-09-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

In memory of Samuel
My Friend,CSM

The times we had and shared,be it good or bad..
A part of you will always remain in us..

Rest In Peace

Till death do us part

2006-09-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

Is this what they call growing up?
The shape, the feel,Then count me out.
Everything's a joke, a lie a fad, no roots to hold us in Holding on to you For the strength, the need, the warmth To make it through Feel the wind, it blows hot air
The words, with all their meanings And we burn here for you.I would go to the end and back to To be right there by your side I would burn in a million flames too To be right there by your side Tell the truth I need to know Can't sleep just keep me breathing When it all comes falling down You find the true believer And we burn here for you.I would go to the end and back toTo be right there by your sideI would burn in a million flames toTo be right there by your sideAnd we've wasted all our time hereWhen we were thinking when the world(?)And we wasted all our time here When we were thinking when the world..(?)I would go to the end and back toI would burn in a million flames toI would go to the end and back toTo be right there by your sideI would burn in a million flames toTo be right there by your sideI would go to the end and back to, back toI would burn in a million flames to, flames toA million flames, a million flames to,To be right there by your side, by your side, by your side...

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2006-09-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

okae..msn seriously SUCKS!! it's down again heres what it says when i try to log in

Signing in to msn messenger failed because the service is temporarily unavailable please try again later . 81000314

screw it..

i can't study alone...

so i ain't gona study now..

gona C some S(cs) then sleep..

whoo..im BacK!!

2006-09-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

haha..actually i was back yesterday..but was simply tooo tired..the chalet was FUN!!we(nco's,senior nco and officers) dressed up as ghosts using masks camo paint and stuff..and scared the bloody hell out of the boys at the mangrove swamp in pasir ris..im sure everybody had their scares and fun..but poor me i had to wash of the camo paint that was all over my face and body..

try hiding in the bush half naked with camo paint all over you at the mangrove swamp in the still of the night and dun move..ITCH!!!! bloody hell does little blood suckers(mosquitos) sucked the life out of me..i have over 20 bites on my back..and 11 on my arms +8 on my legs..that makes a grand total of 39 bites!!!! at this very moment im scratching my back and typing at the same time..

what we did(me and agus) was to camp in the bushes where the boys walked right passed us without noticing our presence we would then sneak behind them and scare them in anyway we thought was fun..they were made to walk in 3's and watched shutters in the chalet while we were setting up at the mangrove...
sorry guys no pic of how i look like with all the camo on me..damm agus for not sending me the pics yet..

written in the stars

2006-09-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

Guten Tag!

Today was pretty fun..went down with mr wong and karthik(officer) to Ecp big splash(paddle culture) to watch my juniors take their star1 and 2 proficiency course for kayaking..we(mr wong, karthik and me) spent time by going for a dip in the pool..the course started yesterday and today was the last day for the star1's(mostly sec1's) glad to say all passed..for the star2's they still got one last day(tmr) of training to go..

After dissmisal me,chris,tim,shiva,karthik and mr wong went to parkway parade for dinner..we had mee rubus..i got sick of the taste after a few mouths YUCK!! the taste of spices still lingers in my mouth..and yea everything was mr wongs treat..from the mee rubus to the desert..we then hitched a ride home from mr wong..was kinda happening in the car with me and karthik wrestling,and all of us having a fun and clean verbal exchange in the car that had 6!!! people(including driver) squeezing in it the car was rocking!! haha..

Gona revise a little more..and SNOOZE!! still gotta make my way down to big splash tmr as the star2 still has training...AQ(mr quek) joining us tmr as he dosen't have work..i aint gona swim..gotta study for ss..

That's it FolKs..
Kudos to all who think they deserve it..

Stupid kids

2006-09-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

He hallo

I've got to admit..as much as i like kids..their innocence can get you KILLED!!!..

heres what happened..i was maintaing 30km/h through pasir ris park on my beloved bike as i always do and it so happened that a kid cycling that i was overtaking saw me..and god knows what convinced him to do it,cut into my lane and made contact with my rear tires..(must be all those highspeed police chase shows...he excecuted what was called the pit manouver where the police car makes contact with the suspects car rear..causing the car to spin and the suspect to lose control of the vehicle

now as you know im too poor to buy hydraulics disc brakes..thus im using a pathetic cable
V-brake that had no capability to come to a sudden stop at such speeds...better still only my rear brake was functioning as i had yet to replace my front brake level that broke off in an freak accident thus rendering it useless..

what i did next certainly proves that i've what it takes to be a professional stunt man..LOL..

i veered of the path way..(saving the cute boy a week in the hospital's ICU)...into the grass and executed a perfect and safe intended crash...YEA RIGHT!!!

MY BIKE:i missed a HUGE tree by centimeters..all thanks to my GREAT owner's superb biking skills..
ME: wow that's very nice of you..

See haven't i always been telling you that my bike could talk..lol..
allright..ive had enough excitement for 1 day..thank goodness me and my buddy(bike) got away unscathed with minor scratches..
hope you had a better day

Auf Wiedersehen!!

ehh cheese?

2006-09-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Getting really poor this days..ahh..i need a job to supplement my allowance perhaps you can give me one?

I've got 248!!!! math questions to complete by this coming thursday..crazy shit..my tuition teacher thinks i am math genius of some kind but then again im not!!..come to think of it should'nt i be studying Social Studies and revising Chinese for coming monday's chinise paper and tuesdays SS..ive got to admit the system's pretty dumb..as we have to report to school by7.30am for tuesdays 8.00am listening compre paper..and then report to school at 1.30pm AGAIN for the 2.00pm SS paper..

Scars from the biking accident shows no sign of fading...ARGHHHH im scarred for life!!!!!!!...>.<...

Anyway heres a cool vid to show you that being mute dosent mean that you cant sing.. just got to use sign language..hahaa..
3 Cute Boys singing and signing in ASL as they sing and dance on stage http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRUrSo9Ge8k
Alright thats it folks im gona go to the airport soon to study guess ive better start preparing..

Deutsch

2006-09-02T04:26:00.000+08:00

Guten tag!..Ich spreche auf Deutsch..ja! das hat recht..und nein bin ich nicht verrückt..Deutsch zu lernen, ist leicht...

lol..i've recently picked up a new interest..learning the german language..ive just said above "good day!..i speak in german..yes! that is right..and no i am not crazy..learning german is easy" cool eh..german is something like english just that the pronounciation is different..and there are additional alphabets in the german language..the alphabet "B" is pronounced as"oop-see-lohn in german..LOL.."G" is pronounced as "gay" in german..yea im not kidding..
the german word "die" is pronounced as "de" and not DIE!!! neither is it related to death in english..it actually means "the" ..cool aye?..yea i know you think it's cool..
Ich liebe deutsch(i love deutsch)
auf wiedersehen!(good bye)